Tuesday, October 15, 2013

the basics of dealing with stage 4 cancer


I hope everyone is in a good state of health and may Allah bless all of us  in the past,present as well as in the future. Dont forget to be grateful for whatever good u have and whatever bad that doesnt go your way.Alhamdulillah

okay today i'm gonna write about what you can do if you are dealing with cancer specifically and generally when u are facing any difficulty. I'd like to STRESS here that i'm not a cancer survivor and I am still battling with it but I think it'd be good if i share what I have been doing so far because even though i have not been cured (yet,i hope) my quality of life is great. I am a stage 4 kidney cancer with multiple metastases to various sites of the body,experiencing no pain at all,not overly feeling tired,a full time medical student(who go around hospital from 9am to 5pm almost everyday).my fitness level is quite good.I can walk around 3 miles without feeling exhausted(just walking not running ok..).my quality of sleep is very good too and never woke up at night because of any discomfort. so I think this post might help because I did get few questions from people(friends of friends mostly)asking me what did i do and what am i taking at the moment.

I've tried so many alternative treatments ever since i was diagnosed with this cancer. Apart from prayers,I do know that I need to put a lot of effort too into trying and looking for something that can help me with my cancer.u'll never know what'll work unless you try.

but of course to begin with,the most important thing is your mindset.dont let sadness take over you.yes i know exactly how it feels.u feel like your whole world are falling apart,everything doesnt seem right,u have no idea what to do and most importantly u wonder how long u have left.yes i'm not gonna deny your right to cry but dont mourn over it.no amount of tears can heal you,no amount of screaming or being upset will be helpful,so might as well be happy!

and there's this hadeeth that keeps me going

The Prophet (peace be upon him) related to us that Allah says: "I am as My servant thinks of Me. I am with him when he remembers Me. If he mentions Me within himself, I mention him within Myself. If he mentions Me in an assembly, I mention him in a better assembly. If he comes near to Me a handspan, I come near to him the distance of a cubit. If he comes near to Me the distance of a cubit, I come near to him the distance of two outspread arms. If he comes to Me walking, I come to him running." [Sahîh al-Bukhârî(6856) and Sahîh Muslim (4832)] 

so assume the best!chin up and live your live accordingly :)

these are the products that i take.i seriously dont know what works but apparently when i start taking them,i feel a lot better.i was in pain the whole month of ramadhan(bone pain) and i started taking these during eid and alhamdulillah i'm not feeling any pain now except for when i ate certain food.

you can google it for more info.

this one has a really nice story behind it.my cousin was in hospital with her son for some check up when she met this lady who survived stage 4 breast cancer and now free of cancer.so she asked what did the lady take and the lady said she took a traditional herbs she got from grik perak.now it's been 4 years since she was diagnosed with cancer and at that moment she was told that she has only 4 months to live.my cousin could only buy 2 bottles for me which is enough for 1month to try.when my mom listened to the story,she prayed istikharah that night,asking God if this medication is good for me and if it is please let us meet the lady.apparently the lady(approximately in her late sixties) doesnt know how to use her mobile phone so the only time we could call her is on friday when her son is around.so we have to wait until friday to know if she have a lot with her so that i can purchase for 1 year stock to bring back to london.On tuesday that week i went to the hospital for my last appointment and guess what?my mom met the lady.yes,the one my cousin met the other day.she was there to deliver the herbs to one of the doctor whose sister is suffering from brain cancer.what is more amazing is that,the lady is my mom's relative.i doubt it if u are going to say that it's just a coincedence but yeah u can think that way if u want to.hehe..so my mom bought me this herbs.it's just rm50 per bottle. if you want her contact number you can email me at kyuem2089@hotmail.com of fb msg me ok (:

this is one of the thing i took as well.it's a b17 tablet.it's quite strong since the dose is 500mg.if anyone ever heard about apricot kernels,this is just a tablet containing b17 as much as it is in 125kernels.you can google it but it is quite a significant anti cancer alternative treatment.some people are on remission after taking this.so u might want to try.i need to stop taking it now since i am now on modern treatment.i am taking votrient and i'm scared that this might react with it.i still take the other two because they are more like supplements but this one looks more like a chemical tablet.but it does work for certain people.it's a bit expensive rm350 per bottle but i'm sure if it makes u feel better then definitely it's worth it.

make sure to always pray and ask Allah for help.He will ease it for you.have faith in him.read the quran and do wake up for qiam if u can.it's said that qiam can actually help to boost the immune system.be close to God and live your live happily.

pray pray and pray,dont lose hope.recite the supplication that prophet ayyub recited when he was sick.make sure to supplicate before you take the medication and insyaAllah you'll be fine.

i was told that the tablet that the hospital give me will cause me a number of side effects.diarrhoea,sore hands feet and mouth and lethargic just to name a few common one. my mom told me to recite this before i take the tablet.

alhamdulillah after 4 days of taking it i havent felt anything except the first day that i felt a bit sick generally.apart from that i am fine and still attending classes as usual.hopefully it'll stay this wayy iA.

Allah has helped me a lot.i left out a lot of details but even just knowing that i am a stage 4 cancer n am able to go around without any difficulty,got the rm100K worth of medication for FREE and still not feeling any pain,how could I not be thankful and grateful?being a medical student i know it can be worse and that makes more sense for me to really feel lucky.alhamdulillah.thank you Allah for your help (:


Anonymous said...

akak dpt rskan kekuatan idzni dlm entry ni.. really inspiring.. akak doakan idzni sentiasa dibawah lindungan Allah.. jgn tinggal solat n jgn lupa utk terus bertawakal pd Allah.. sayang sgt dkt idzni..

nik idzni dalila said...

thanks kak..terima kasih sgt2 utk doa n nasihat tu.it means so much to me.iA sy akan teruskan. <3

Epah Pastry Home said...

org doakan nik kuat dan tabah.. ALLAH sayang kan nik

Rose Ismail said...
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Rose Ismail said...

Semoga kekuatan, ketabahan dan semangat yang tinggi sentiasa bersamamu...

nik idzni dalila said...

thanks ipah n kak rose..insyaAllah berkat doa semua org benda ni akan lg mudah :)

afina said...

assalamualaikum izni =) walaupun x kenal izni, tp dr tulisan izni, dpt rasakan izni sgt kuat, ujian yg hebat utk org yg hebat jg insyaallah..ALLAH xkan bebankn seseorg melainkan apa yg dia mampu.... moga izni terus kuat melangkah dalam tarbiyah ALLAH ini...
p/s sy kwn satu shahputra dgn ean

nik idzni dalila said...

wasalam afina.to be honest Allah has helped me a lot. to come to think about it,idzni rase He made it a lot easier than it seemed.alhamdulillah..thanks sudi comment n bg idzni smgt..may Allah bless you :)

Anonymous said...

adik mmmg mempunyai hati yg kuat..
boleh saya tahu macam mana nak dapatkan senarai ubat2 alternative yg adik makan?
dan bagaimana sy boleh dapat ubat2 tersebut?
sy harap sngt2 adik bantu kerana isteri sy didiagose to have rhabdomyosarcoma..cell tumor tumor sangat aggressive..
tlg email kpd sy wat_lolok@yahoo.com